fuck this all. i want to end it. there is no point.

so bored i hit up wikipedia and typed in bored. turns out being bored could be a sign of mental illness! what isnt these days you know?

and now the word bored looks wrong and is losing all meaning. maybe this means i will find the energy/drive to do something with the rest of the day. (ha!)

now i want candy, but that would mean i'd have to get properly dressed, deal with my hair, and walk to the store. i mean, it is a whole 45 second walk away from my front door! maybe bored = lazy....

so, instead, i shall eat these candy canes that i have no need for, and sip red wine. here's to a new year eh? the one where i get my life back on track right? bah. well, hopefull the wine will equal liquid inspiration, and i can write more bad poetry to turn into lyrics. always a silver lining y/n?

 just checking to make sure i can find this page again. turns out yes. 

quick rant: ever keep something on automatic log in and then months later realize you have no flippin clue what your password is? dammit!

maybe i shall use this site as a way to track my progress at losing weight/possibly becomine a fitness model/competitor... depending on if my muscles continue to be nice to me and get nicer looking. or, i shall just use it to post pics for myself so i don't lose them. if i can figure out how to post them.

Ain't that the truth.  This is just to prove that I am mentally one step above a "bot" or whatever....

Go Canucks?!